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My Bio

Hardworking mother.Proud parent;very cocky,friendly,with a perverted sense of humor although not even slightly promiscuous. I am newly divorced(finally!) as of December 18, 2008 and am looking forward to experiencing all the fun I missed in my 20s since I was with my first and only boyfriend turned husband for over 13 years; working,raising our son and taking care of our family(that I LOVED TO DO)! I'm starting my life over from the bottom being single, with a new job and home. I'm ready to relax now and be happy again!!! Want to know more? Check out my MySpace under the same handle.

My Occupation

Testicular Oral Massage Therapist

My Hobbies

NFL(San Francisco 49ers are my team) New England Patriots, University of Texas Longhorns, Boston Red Sox, reading (true crime...not mafia...erotica, scary/suspense, cheesey historical romances are fun now and then too),vampires(are sexy), cooking, gardening(flowers and veggies), camping, fishing, forensics/serial killers, and I collect all things frog.I LOVE frogs!

My yuku Posts

Title	Type	Date
Re: Post a Random Picture - Part II	Reply	11/25/09
Re: Talkin' dirty in bed.	Reply	11/25/09
Re: Talkin' dirty in bed.	Reply	11/24/09
Re: The Interesting News Thread	Reply	11/24/09
Re: Drysocket	Reply	11/23/09
Re: Great New Commercial	Reply	11/22/09
Re: Secret Satan 2009 Wish List	Reply	11/21/09
Re: Secret Satan 2009 - Targets assigned	Reply	11/21/09
Re: Secret Satan 2009 - Targets assigned	Reply	11/21/09
Re: Celebrity you most want to fuck	Reply	11/20/09

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Thanksgiving

11/25/09 13:10:17 | 0 Comments

It's that time of year again. I'm thinking of you often. I miss you so much and seeing a glimpse of your little girl has made it worse. I want to hug her. I want to walk by your side and hold her hand as she toddles along. I want to buy her toys and clothes and teach her about the world her wondering little eyes see all around her just like I did with my son. My baby is almost all grown up. He is almost 15 and sharp as a whip. I couldn't be prouder. He...

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SHOCKED!

09/14/09 17:12:54 | 0 Comments

First off, I know you are going to see this. This is for YOUR eyes not anyone else's that we know that's why it's not on MySpace. Yes, I know yesterday was your Mother's birthday(52 right?). I sent her an email wishing her happy birthday like I do every year eventhough I know she can't/won't talk to me. Losing your family hurt as much as losing you did. It was like losing my own family, after all, I was closer to them than my own. I hadn't seen...

Strange

05/15/09 16:38:28 | 0 Comments

It's strange. I've had 3 dreams with you in them in the last 2 weeks. 2 just last night/this morning. I don't know why. My Mom said she saw you and you smiled. That was nice of you.She saw Jim yesterday. I've also had 2 dreams in which I had sex a total of 3 times.I didn't wake up like always. I actually lasted through them. None were with you, however one of the "strangers"(so called because I don't know who they were but in my...

The Questions....

04/22/09 21:38:47 | 0 Comments

The questions MYK asked? Have I talked to you recently? When was the last time I talked to you? Am I still in love with you?WHY do I still love you? Would I be upset if you died? WTF?! THAT question made me angry. Actually his questioning me irritated me. It's none of his business. Of course I still love you. I told him, you just don't turn it off and if you truelly love someone, you never stop; unconditional and always. You love someone for who they are,...

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

10/10/08 22:38:13 | 0 Comments

October 11, 2007. One year ago today I walked out on the job I loved, the man I loved. It's been a nightmare of a ride, but I made it. I still love you. I still love the job I gave up. The difference is I can deal with the pain and sadness just fine now. As a matter of fact, there's little sadness and what is there is for you.But I am strong and getting stronger by the day.I broke your record. I have been gone a year.Something you never managed to do.I also...

Scared

09/16/08 23:58:59 | 0 Comments

It's 2:48 Wednseday morning.I am afraid to go to sleep.He's finally passed out, but what if he wakes? He said some seriously strange things and was very aggressive.He was trying to make me dance for him?!I had to pretend to take the dog potty to gather my wits and not show fear. I called Monica to calm me down.I was/am afraid he is going to be physical with me; grab me or shake me or worse.Thank God my son is asleep.He's demanding to know what time I got home.He wants to know how I...

In a Nutshell

08/28/08 22:53:05 | 0 Comments

Honestly? I didn't know it was you who text me until I started to read it.My heart skipped and soared, even at your angry words.I was surprised. I really don't know your number. Please believe me when I say I don't want to know things about your job or you.It's not because I don't care, but the extreme opposite and it affects me and my health.Lately I can't get you off my mind again and now you speak to me. It brings all the pain and loss back. I was finally thinking of...

I Miss You

07/18/08 21:38:41 | 0 Comments

I miss you so much! I don't think of you as often, about 2 maybe 3 times a day now instead of constantly, but my feelings are still as strong as ever. I had a scary premonition about Jim last night.I was just about asleep when I heard him say my name in my left ear.It sounded urgent.I sat bolt upright, heart racing.I had and still have a very bad feeling. I hope I am wrong. I am moving in 2 weeks.I had a few options that were less than a 1/2 mile from you and I flat out said NO.Not just...

Alts

06/18/08 18:40:50 | 0 Comments

I'm feeling paranoid.I have several different forumers trying to "talk" to me.A couple I've never heard of.It's got me wondering if someone I care very much for has created an alt to mess with me.I doubt it, he doesn't care about me to do something like that, I know, but the thought still enters my mind occasionally.Still, I wouldn't know either way, so I'll just continue to enjoy the attention and conversations for as long as they...

Can YOU Hear Me?

06/12/08 22:39:50 | 0 Comments

Here Without You lyrics

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you...

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